21 April 2008
♣ Blushing ♣
How to be an influential person talking on the stage without the whole face flushing red?
Anyway... well done to my group!!!
17 April 2008
♣ Weekend off ♣
Training was so competitive nowdays which I don't know the reason behind it. I tried my best to be competitive by using my brain to think. I don't give a damn if you wanna challenge me, because I'll make sure it's a win-lose situation. Challenges make me grow to a even better one. Beware!!
Gonna buck up on my fitness which I haven't done it for so long. But I don't have the TIME!!!
13 April 2008
♣ Can be lousier? ♣
Thought one should be fair... I don't think so.
I'd been stretching my hamstring & it's kind of sore from the stretchings... Arghhh...
12 April 2008
♣ Weak ♣
Another exercise is the Glutes Ham Raise. Both of my hamstrings were really "activated" & doing their work, and my legs turned jelly jelly after doing it.
The bruise on my eye hasn't subsided yet, and thanks to the one who gave it to me. I got to live with "disfigured" face for 5 days at work. Time really passed so fast when there're tons of things to do at work, trainings. Though tiring, it's meaningful to me. I couldn't understand myself getting "devoted" into my work, but I will give my best once it's "dedicated" to me. How to say "NO"?
10 April 2008
♣ 初恋是一张试纸 ♣
初恋是一张试纸
他与她青梅竹马
4岁,他开始喜欢她
9岁,在学校读书,她受了委屈会去找他,再没同学欺负她
18岁,他们相约考入同一所大学,每天一起上课,一起去学校食堂吃午饭。她有不开心的事了,依然会去找他,把他当做自己的大哥一样。
19岁,他对她说:做我的女朋友吧。她点点头答应了,感觉很幸福。
21岁,他们分手了。她流泪问他:你真爱上别的女孩子?
他点点头,有点无奈。
她又问:她漂亮吗?
他淡淡地答:你能肯定我们就是最合适的吗?我不想把这么美好的青春只给一个人。你难道不想再试试除我而外的其他男人吗?
毕业之后,他们一直没有任何联系。
25岁,她成了当红的女主播,他也在一家电视台做幕后翻译。这些年,他恋爱一场又一场,每次结束一段感情,都会想起她。
26岁,她结婚,只是觉得疲倦,好想找个肩膀靠一靠。
她主播的节目,他会小心避开,他怕看见电视里的她。她事业很好,却是个生活一团糟的女子,家务也不会做。家里尽管有了佣人,她的丈夫依然处处对她不满。
有一晚,他们吵了嘴,她开车出去在街上转了一晚,不知为什么,想起他,眼泪忽然落下来。
29岁,她离婚。
31岁那年,他辗转找到她的电话号码,犹豫很久打了过去,这已是他们分手的第10个年头了。10年,可以改变一个人很多,对事情的看法,也完全不一样了。
31岁那年,她与他在酒店的大厅见面,往事历历在目,经过这些年的波折,都知道了生命中值得珍惜的情感并不多。两个人用了10年的青春,绕了很大一圈又回到了起点。
婚后很幸福。她因为经历过一次失败的婚姻,已懂得如何心疼一个男人;他对失而复得的这份爱,更加珍惜。如果不是这10年的经历,他们大概不会懂得这份婚姻对彼此的重要性。初恋是爱情的一张试纸,很多时候,我们都以为会有更好的人等在后面。殊不如,最好的人有时就在眼前,错过这一站,有时就错过了一生。