Not appreciating

Went to watch Kobe Bryant @ Singapore Indoor Stadium and wasn't really felt excited. The atmosphere and audience really made the event successful but I could only said I didn't enjoy myself there. If he could do a few stunts, that might impressed me but nahhh. It was merely a coaching clinic and gosh, Brand N... made Singaporeans watched a training session. Well... at least they used Kobe Bryant to lure me to this event. So if anyone wanna ask me about the event, you can forget about it as I will describe it in a boring manner...

Moody after reading emails and could sensed that she had no intention to help us at all and made me disappointed. It's either we change our plan, if not, we shall be thick-skinnned to beg for help.

Ear Candling for the 1st time

Went for ear candling with Mighty Joe at Ang Mo Kio and was a bit nervous as I did not know what is the whole process. The lady kept explaining to me the benefits of ear candling and at the same time, insert the stick into my ear. I could feel and hear the sucking sound in my ear and frankly speaking, it's really amazing. A relaxing session with a bit of massage around the neck area. Right now I could feel both of my ears cleaner and lighter without the "shit" in it. Shiok!

Sweet friend

It's hard to have a good friend who remembers what you like to eat, smell or drink & your dislikes. Other than my bf, family, the next closest is my teammate cum classmate, Ling. She remembered little single stuffs of mine & I'm really glad to have her. When I knew that she got to lay off from Asian Champs & needed an op, my heart really ached. Tears flowing down like a running tap... I could feel how my SNOT07 felt when they knew that I got ACL back in 2007. Hope she will recover soon. Can't wait to play with her again... Let me finish my national well...

Loss...

Few hours ago, the atmosphere was tense & everyone on court was fighting "hard" for the ball. Micky & Jean did their very best to intercept the ball off that 2m tall shooter. "They" were leading all the way & i was thinking why i couldn't do something different on court. Will be going back to Singapore tomorrow. Dreads the thought of going back.

Awaiting at the Finals

The whole Singapore Netball Team is awaiting to give the BIG BANG to the Sri Lanka crabs. We will make sure they will have to work double hard for the ball.

1 down

Today friendly against Hong Kong and we started badly...unable to find the flow & the play aren't smoothly. What's wrong? We had preparations before we came here & what we displayed here didn't prove everything. One of our players was down with injury & hopefully she will be able to be stronger. Saturday will be our 1st match against Chinese Taipei & hope that we will be able to display our skills & game plans on court. Ever since I'm here, I've been very sleepy & wanting to sleep. Yawned in training & game. Sigh~ shouldn't have done it.

Asian Champs 2009

In few hours time, I'll be travelling to Kuala Lumpur for Asian Champs. Excited over it? Nope... it seems like a normal competition to me, is it good or bad? I really hope I can break through my limits this time round. Please do come & support Singapore Netball Team! Really appreciated...

Crackers @Yishun

Was it PMS?

Was in foul mood at work today but my supervisor actually made my day. =) Had a heart to heart session which I'd been yearning for a year and finally today, I knew that I wasn't alone out there. There were eyes seeing the situation and how I'd been treated so far. So glad that "they" made my mental strength even stronger, I guessed whatever nonsense I would be encountered down the road, I won't be shaken by it. Should I believe in Kharma? Will she get retribution for treating people so badly?

Jokes from my teammate, PQ

两只青蛙相爱了，婚后却生了只蛤蟆！青蛙爸一看就大怒：贱人，怎么回事？青蛙妈哭着说：小青爸，我认识你之前我整过容嘛。。。
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狗看上了熊；对熊说：嫁给我吧，你会幸福的，熊会说：我才不呢，嫁给你只能生狗熊！我要嫁给猫，生了熊猫有了身份后，以后日子就好过了！
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蜜蜂狂追蝴蝶，蝴蝶却嫁给 蜗牛。蜜蜂不解：他哪里比我强？蝴蝶回：人家好歹有自己的房子，哪像你住集体宿舍啊！

Impressed by Mum

To my astonishment, I was impressed by my own mother on the situation of H1N1. Though she's not well-educated, she knew that if one didn't have fever, the person didn't have to be quarantined. Ha!!! Well done, mother! It proved that those well-edcuated people didn't have knowledge about this virus.

Shack from training

Today Opens trained at Jurong West Sports Hall and just by doing shooting, I was sweating profusely and breathing hard. When we were divided into groups of 4 and did attacking and defending, everyone was so tired and the air ventilation wasn't goood. Before training ended, we did our SPEED work... 4 full court suicide runs, did 1 half court suicide run when we didn't finish our drill, 8 x 10m, 8 x 5m. Gosh... I was shacked... no... everyone was shacked. Nightmare had just started... we'll have more on thursday... oh no....

OMG

Got approval from my boss stating that I DO NOT have to be quarantined at home and yet people in my office are avoiding me. Refused to sit in their respective areas when I'm around and eventually when they sat, they started to use sanitizer. My throat itch, coughed once and heard a "cek" sound, followed by the use of sanitizer. Damn it... I couldn't take their nonsense anymore and took a day off.

Knew that my other colleagues were quarantined after coming back from Tokyo and so, I knew that they got to be quarantined as Japan got infected cases. But mine is different!!! Can't they understand that Scotland wasn't affected? The amazing thing is people didn't dare to eat the stuffs bought from Japan. Ha! Will H1N1 be so amazing that it can spread through food?

Fern said that "they" are uneducated. I said "they" are overreacting.

Away from 17th to 28th May 2009

I will be off to Scotland from 17th to 28th May. This will be a good chance for me to take a break and relax myself... I shall enjoy the coldness over at Glasgow and forget about the hotness in Singapore. Yeah!!! Bye everyone!!!

Emo week

This week has been an emo week for me and I couldn’t find the reason behind it. I expected myself to be more frustrated over stuffs due to my PMS but it’s not the anger for this month, it was sadness. On Monday, I wrote an email to Kate, my ex national coach, and upon seeing her reply, my eyes were watery. After work when I walked home, I felt like crying all of a sudden and I didn’t know why I am in this state.

Few more days before I leave to Scotland(which I'm yearning to go), a break from work and life in Singapore. Perhaps the happiest thing is, no one will be able to find me. I don't have to face the people whom gave me tough moments when I could almost do irrational things.

Though sadness was there, I had a sweet surprise from Jill Macintosh, the ex Aussie national coach. An email saying hi from her really made my day. =)

为何？

为何快乐的时光总是哪麽快就过了？只花了几个钟头在网上就已经十二点！可怜的我明天还得上班赚钱。。。真希望能横财！这一来我能享受无忧无虏的日子，也不用看别人的脸色。。。

Happy Times

Went out with Ms Song & Ling for dinner and my favourite past-time, singing. The dinner @ 黑涩会..restaurant was great. Out of surprise, Ms Song treated us dinner. After dinner, we headed down to Kallang Leisure KBox. Today I'm on form; never sang out of pitch. When I took out my DSLR, it seems to have distracted Ms Song who couldn't concentrate in singing. Really want to thank them for being great friends of mine.

Feels good...

Yesterday game against the mens was great. I managed to play better ever since NSL started. Perhaps I could get the balls when I did my movements in the circle and finished the shots in the end. The feeling was undescribeable. =) There're more improvements to be done and I will try to play like an Aussie!

真的厌卷了

有时候真的猜不透到底哪个人的脑子在想什么！每一天的日子都好难过啊！有谁能帮帮我解除我所有的辛苦，痛苦和悲伤？我几乎每天都想大喊来发泄一下下，但我却做不到。如果有一天我不在了，我一定会怨魂不散的缠着你。你就走着瞧吧！

为什麽做人要这麽幸苦? 想每一天过个快乐的日子都困难？凭白无故的被排斥。到底踩到她那根筋? 真希望总有一天我所发的白日梦都会实现!