It's always hard to accept the reality. All living things have emotions. Be it the loss of loved ones or loss of personal property, there'll bound to have sadness in every individual. Though I never expect this decision, i still need to face the reality. If not, I won't be able to move on to give support and display the potential.
Thinking back 2 years ago, I thought I couldn't move on but I did it. Being with her for 4 years & to move on, it's really hard too. From the start of trainings with the new coach, I really couldn't adapt; couldn't see the familiar face or hear the familiar voice... couldn't called her name anymore...Yes, it was tough for me. But the fact was, she's already left and all I must do was to move on and give my best support to the new coach. It really took me awhile to adapt to the new coach and I must really thanked her for not giving up on me; keep believing me that my confidence will come back one day.
There are a lot of mysteries behind the decision and no one will know the truth behind it, but some things shouldn't be judged on the surface.
From the management perspective, it's important to have team results in order to get sponsorship/fundings & it's a sad thing that Singapore only recognise "GOLD" or "CHAMPION". Hence, we should understand the need to win. Yes, there's a need for enjoyment but we must always remember that in ELITE level, we must produce visible results.
The blame is on the management but what if she decided to take up the offer? Will everyone blame or happy for her? To blow up this matter and fighting for what she deserve will not help. We can't change their decision and it will be worse too face the management in future. Please... I just want to play peaceful netball for 2 more years.
Life have to go on no matter what happens... I'm not a noble person and have my own flaws but I must carry on with life to pursue my dreams and interest. :)
The ones who can move on will be the greatest man on earth.
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