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Left for good

Today is Lisa's last day in Singapore and many people went to send her off. While on my way to Changi Airport Terminal 1, I felt sad out of sudden and tears formed in my eyes. Of course, I didn't tear and controlled collecting back the tears. Finally Lisa reached and she proceeded to check-in and I went over to say hi to her. She gave me a warmth hug and once again, I felt emo again. Luckily the 19s gals came over and talked to her, and I managed to walk off and talked to friends. Gossips gossips gossips... that's what women are capable of and obviously I'm one of them. I just need people to hear me complain... Well... off track...back to the topic...

Here comes the emo stage...
Huilin wrote a card for Lisa and insisted to read out the 10 things I will miss about Lisa... I almost break down upon hearing it and turned away to avoid crying. Soon... the gals cried... Li Li passed me a pack of tissue and slowly as I turned, I saw many crying so badly. I was shocked. I passed them the tissue and tried hard to control my emotions but eventually I break down too. I just hate the Goodbyes...

Questions were flashing in my mind, asking myself how how how...the same old questions flashing back in 2007. Will I get to see her again? Can she be our coach again?

Teamwork

Yesterday went to watch Singapore Slingers 96 -72 Satria Muda BrtiAma @ Singapore Indoor Stadium. Finally from being an idiot who don't understand basketball, I can analyse what are the opponents' strategies. Obviously Satria Muda BrtiAma has a lot of individual players and seems like there's no teamwork at all. Whoever gets the ball will just try their luck to push their way through.

There's 1 touching moment in the game; the last minutes in last quarter when Slinger's youngest and inexperienced player, Prasad, went on court. The players on court were so NICE that they created opportunity for him to put up a shot. Once Prasad scored, everyone on the bench stood up and cheered for him. At that point of time, my eyes were watery. I envied them; working together as a team, helping one another to excel. That's the way man...

Housewife chores

Early in the morning, we (the 3 sisters) woke up to send our parents off at the airport. Once our parents saw their friends, they simply forsake us. Once reached home, I proceeded to prepare "Yong Tau Foo" for my dad's customer. It's been so long since I have touched the slimy fishmeat...

After the job was done, I started to do housewife's chores; vaccum floor, mop floor, do laundry (I even washed my blankets and gosh... the water turned brown!!!) Guessed I will be 黄脸婆 for the next 3 days but it was satisfying after stepping on clean tiles... :)

Reality

This gonna be long...

It's always hard to accept the reality. All living things have emotions. Be it the loss of loved ones or loss of personal property, there'll bound to have sadness in every individual. Though I never expect this decision, i still need to face the reality. If not, I won't be able to move on to give support and display the potential.

Thinking back 2 years ago, I thought I couldn't move on but I did it. Being with her for 4 years & to move on, it's really hard too. From the start of trainings with the new coach, I really couldn't adapt; couldn't see the familiar face or hear the familiar voice... couldn't called her name anymore...Yes, it was tough for me. But the fact was, she's already left and all I must do was to move on and give my best support to the new coach. It really took me awhile to adapt to the new coach and I must really thanked her for not giving up on me; keep believing me that my confidence will come back one day.

There are a lot of mysteries behind the decision and no one will know the truth behind it, but some things shouldn't be judged on the surface.

From the management perspective, it's important to have team results in order to get sponsorship/fundings & it's a sad thing that Singapore only recognise "GOLD" or "CHAMPION". Hence, we should understand the need to win. Yes, there's a need for enjoyment but we must always remember that in ELITE level, we must produce visible results.

The blame is on the management but what if she decided to take up the offer? Will everyone blame or happy for her? To blow up this matter and fighting for what she deserve will not help. We can't change their decision and it will be worse too face the management in future. Please... I just want to play peaceful netball for 2 more years.

Life have to go on no matter what happens... I'm not a noble person and have my own flaws but I must carry on with life to pursue my dreams and interest. :)

The ones who can move on will be the greatest man on earth.

Everything happens for a reason

I agreed with the this phrase "Everything happens for a reason"

If I haven't got the chance to be in national netball team, I won't be able to ...
1. notice the changes in my friends
2. notice who are my true friends
3. see the true colours of people
4. see the change in people's behavior
5. feel the importance of personal contacts
6. have more friends after losing few
7. realise the people who care for me

With all the tasks around me, I can see one another's bad habits which I dont get to see often and it's ugly...

I tried to cool down but the thought of this word "dear" really made me frustrated. I guessed it's just me feeling frustrated over this small thing. I knew the truth & accepted it but I still couldn't get over it. The thought of her really makes my blood boil...

"This is not the 1st time already mah...You should know that the girls are like that"

I was awaken by this sentence... How many more times do I have to be frustrated, brooding about all these stuffs? I'm also a human with feelings... where's the sensitivity?