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为何快乐的时光总是哪麽快就过了？只花了几个钟头在网上就已经十二点！可怜的我明天还得上班赚钱。。。真希望能横财！这一来我能享受无忧无虏的日子，也不用看别人的脸色。。。

Happy Times

Went out with Ms Song & Ling for dinner and my favourite past-time, singing. The dinner @ 黑涩会..restaurant was great. Out of surprise, Ms Song treated us dinner. After dinner, we headed down to Kallang Leisure KBox. Today I'm on form; never sang out of pitch. When I took out my DSLR, it seems to have distracted Ms Song who couldn't concentrate in singing. Really want to thank them for being great friends of mine.

Feels good...

Yesterday game against the mens was great. I managed to play better ever since NSL started. Perhaps I could get the balls when I did my movements in the circle and finished the shots in the end. The feeling was undescribeable. =) There're more improvements to be done and I will try to play like an Aussie!

真的厌卷了

有时候真的猜不透到底哪个人的脑子在想什么！每一天的日子都好难过啊！有谁能帮帮我解除我所有的辛苦，痛苦和悲伤？我几乎每天都想大喊来发泄一下下，但我却做不到。如果有一天我不在了，我一定会怨魂不散的缠着你。你就走着瞧吧！

为什麽做人要这麽幸苦? 想每一天过个快乐的日子都困难？凭白无故的被排斥。到底踩到她那根筋? 真希望总有一天我所发的白日梦都会实现!

Yes!!! Finally it's over.

Yesterday was the last game for Vipers and though we didn't start well, the fighting spirit was still amazing. We bite on til the end, giving the opponents no chance to let loose. That's the way, Vipers! And now I got more time to do my own things, more recovery time for my aching body.

Draw

Today's game vs Stingrays was so tight and "fierce" and no one dared to let loose of one another. I had seen another good side of Vipers; fighting for the ball so hard every second. This is really the fighting spirit I've been yearning for after so long. I should be awarded to the title of "The worst ball passer" for today's game. My passes were terribly bad which I thought they weren't. I thought I placed nicely for Rach but it kept went out. I should have controlled myself for doing that pass but it's so tempting to pass it to her. 

IF...

I controlled the pass, we might have win.

I didn't go to her path, it would not have caused a replay and lost that possession.

I worked harder, things will be easier.

So many IFs... 

I won't let this happen to me again... No more. 

A bag of clothes lost!!!

If anyone happened to take a PINK SUPRE shopping bag with dirty clothes (JEANS, POLO TEE SHIRT, undergarments), PLEASE RETURN THEM TO ME!!!

Wondering who had taken it by mistake or purposely took it... If it's on purpose (stealing), you just hoped that your fingers will not rot by themselves and the terribe itchyness on the body after wearing the stolen clothes.

I'm terrible, isn't it? That's just me...

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Chinese Garden

Down with cough

Since saturday, i fell sick and slept through the whole day and managed to drag myself to see the doctor on sunday.Wondering if it's wasting my $$ on that clinic as the medicine wasn't that effective. My cough was so unpredictable and got to control it in office. Sigh~~~ hope that I didn't spread to the rest. "I'm trying very hard"

Missed 2 trainings but got to drag myself for weights on wednesday. The gym was so noisy that I couldn't stand it. Missed those quiet times...

NSL is starting this weekend and my team is playing the 1st match. "Bo bi ah... shun shun li li"

After so long

Finally I changed the blog song and couldn't believe that I got no time to change it. Yes!!! After so long, finally the last paper was over & I'm so happy over it. The thought of exams... YEEK!!!

Wanna do a lot of things and going around taking photos but no time for it... the schedule for next few months will be so packed... oh no... hopefully that this year NSL, there'll be more spectators watching. Sometimes it's quite pathetic to see the games with so few spectators around. What's wrong with the culture here? Isn't it worth to watch the games?

Daisy Tan Carnival 2009

After 8 hours of netball, I'm totally burnt out from the carnival. Quite happy with my runs today and the toughness on court but died off after that. Seeing the tertiary group playing netball, I wonder why is it so different. They looked so relax playing and even chasing after the ball, they ran slowly. Envy!!!

Saw XiaoHe today and he's such a cutie...

1st post of the year

I can't imagine that I haven't been blogging... No time to blog, or rather say I already forgotten about blogging. My body needs rest and holiday very badly; having neck pains... I guess age is catching up... Oh no. Missed the chance to win the Toto on tuesday... :'( Please let me strike the one on coming Friday!!! Huat ah!!!

Stress and Bored...

I'm having stress now and it's piling up each day... wondering if one day when I really can't take it anymore, what will I do? Will I end up going bonkers or like those people ending their lives? No! I won't... I will destress myself with weights, running and perhaps... other kind of exercises.

I'm just a boring person who do routine stuffs, eating same meals everyday... What's so exciting to keep changing the food that I eat? Perhaps there's only 1 word that can describe me, BORING!

NSL 2009 selections

Tried very hard to wake up @ 8.30am to do laundry but failed... Everytime the alarm rang, I just added 5 more mins to it. Finally @9.30am, I managed to make my way to the toilet. :)
After hanging the wet clothes, I quickly rushed down to buy my daily dosage of caffeine, "Kopi O" from the coffeeshop. Just can't imagine my life without it, I'll be stoning the whole day.

Went to Bedok Sports Hall for the selections and I only played 2 games for the entire 4 1/2 hours. The worst part is my right knee is swollen after the games. Sigh~~~ what's wrong again... Every now and then, I have been thinking of the worst scenario and I'm crossing my fingers now.

Got my NSL team which I think will be "Vipers". Yellow colour again... Oh my goodness... Can I have new colour?

Baby Geraldine

Yesterday I went to visit my best friend who gave birth to baby Geraldine in Thomson Medical Centre. It was my 1st time to hospital with a happy mood and not a sad one. Baby was sleeping so soundly and it's so amazing to see the tiny little girl. Looking at her papa's expression when he went over to see her, the joy on his face was indescribable. I guessed it's happier than striking 4D.

It's just so amazing how a bb is delivered to this world... I was once a bb too but it's impossible to recall the 1st time I cried, the 1st time I made a sound...

I only know that I'm from the TANs family...

As mentioned in the previous post that I'm having a fitness test today, I was surprised that I improved from the last test. My vertical jump improved by 3cm though I still couldn't hit 60cm, and also my yo-yo test, I improved by 40m. *giggling*

Now... the worst is yet to come... there's still another BEEP test on this coming thursday. Oh no... will I reach level *? I do hope I can... *pray hard*

Hey readers, please vote for my poll.... I need to know...

Unexpected + shocked

Hmm... haven't been updating my bloggy for so long but the thing is, I don't have much things to talk about. In fact, most of the times, I was complaining and yes this post is going to be one too.

Not happy with the current situation and I don't know what causes it to happen. Ever since my ACL operation, things changed. It wasn't the same as before, in fact, I was left out. Today I saw her shocked face when I appeared. Shocked or guilt?

I tried to ignore the angrish emotions and I did it. I really wanted to leave very badly as I couldn't stand it anymore.

Tomorrow is fitness test and I have no idea how far I can reach this time round. Hope for the best!

Doesn't pay to be kind

Doesn't pay to be kind.. this phrase is really true. Sometimes being cruel is much better than kind, besides bad man always win. Because of that stupid lorry driver with indecisive decision ruined my whole weekend mood!!! No mood to do anything...